Memorial for T Winehouse

I met Thomas Winehouse in Spring 2020. He was the closest match to me energetically and platonically. He represented the little brother I never had. He was so impressed with my work that he was convinced I am a Shakespearean reincarnation for my era. So many agree with him. His Pisces sun went with my Virgo rising. Astrology is real.

 

It impacts us in ways we'd never think of and Tommy knew that. We had so many goals we wanted to reach but his emotional pain was too much for him to bear alone. He wouldn't want me to feel guilty over something he had already set in his mind to do. He would want me to move forward with purpose to fulfill my destiny and as I do that, I will make SURE that his legacy never dies. Some souls are just too beautiful for this world. 

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I was the last person he spoke to before he was murdered/took his life. His mother was the only nice person to me. She said he spoke very fondly of me constantly. He was like the little brother I never had. Some of his friends and especially family, like his stuck up sister, Sarah, and his cousin were telling me to stop talking about him on my Facebook page. They were just picking arguments and one of our besties told them to leave me alone. That he had told us that they only pretended to care when it was convenient for them. I can tell, just by the way they spoke to me. 

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I wish I had a recording of Tommys funeral and I don't remember his mothers name at all. I followed his Instagram and the next day, I saw that I had been removed from his followers. I don't need to follow him. I have pictures on my phone and videos he sent me. It took me 4 years to accept that he's gone. They say acceptance is the last stage of grief. And time sure as hell is a mighty thief. May he forever RIP.